I’ve
loved students at many different types of studios, but I particularly adore
being the jazz or modern teacher at a ballet school.
Bringing
a new vocabulary to classically trained students is extremely rewarding for me.
Seeing them find a sense of groundedness, sassiness, play, sharp accents,
fluidity, speed and even sensuality in their approach to movement is especially
satisfying to me as a teacher.
Some
students understand these qualities already, either innately, or from prior
training. They learn the combination, they hear the music, and boom! We're
speaking the same language.
Others
ain’t buyin' what I'm sellin’. They see me, a petite, athletic,
African-American dancer, with her locs in a bun or ponytail, with obvious
ballet training, but not a ballerina, asking them to do these
"MOVES," and they want to run screaming into the street.
Usually,
I can win these students over reasonably quickly, with a cool combination
strongly grounded in balletic line and steps, but with clear contemporary influences. Within a few classes, they have a breakthrough - moving
bigger, more freely and with greater attack. They realize that this is
not just random stuff, but it has a method, that it’s challenging and it's fun,
for flips sake!
But
every now and then, there are the kids who are so insecure and uncomfortable
that they go out of their way to be disrespectful.
So went
last Friday.
I have
the fortune to teach in the summer program of one of the largest and most
prestigious dance schools in Chicago. The directors are definitely old
world, and, I have to admit, I'm still a little intimidated by them.
When, on Wednesday, the director said she wanted to meet with me, I
wanted to throw up. Had I done something wrong? Had someone complained? (These
days if you look at a student the wrong way, parents are screaming for your
head on a plate.)
When we
finally caught up with each other on Friday, it turned out to be a routine new
teacher check-in. I discussed how I was enjoying the students, and how,
in the class I had seen four times, I was seeing students have some
"a-ha" moments. I mentioned that I was having some issues with
talking. In turn, I was advised to explain why jazz is important, and to
review my expectations in terms of etiquette.
It was
a good meeting. Even with the daunting task of setting a piece in six
hour-long classes, I felt confident about things.
My
first class of ten year olds went great. But in the second class, I might as well have been filming It's The Students Teasing Their Teacher Hour!
A few
girls began to whisper and talk during warm-up. I wanted to ignore them,
but parenting, while it has given me more empathy, has definitely shortened my
patience, especially concerning kids who should know better.
I
stopped the music, and stared down the offenders in the back row. Without
mentioning names, I said, "When you are ready to work, let me know."
They
smirked back at me.
We
continued warm up and began rehearsal. Several times, I had to ask for
quiet, and issue reminders to ask me, not classmates, questions about steps.
Sam* pushed Nicole as he walked past, and then Erin tripped Sam.
"Are you in third grade?" I asked. "I have two
little children at home. I will not deal with this here."
I tried
heaping praise on those who were working hard, and ignoring the smirkers, who
began deliberately mocking and bastardizing the choreography. If I hadn't
been a new teacher, I would have lost it on them.
But I
was, and I had a piece to finish --my first showing--and that would have been
self-destructive.
Class
ended with each student coming up to thank me.
I had
to get the upper hand. I called out the offenders to stay after for a
chat.
"We
are on a bad path, so let's agree to start over.” I told them. “What happens is
you do something rude, and I respond, and then you become even more
attitudinal."
Two
girls looked sheepish. One looked angry, and one nodded, "This jazz
is so different from what we've had."
"It
is always going to be different! Ballet classes are different. I know it's been
a hard week, but you have potential, and you are here to learn. You
cannot dance in an American company these days without some understanding of
what I'm doing here. You need jazz, modern, gymnastics, hip-hop even to
dance in the U.S. these days. Who knows, you may want to be in a
contemporary company like Ailey or Hubbard Street one day."
I hated
lecturing, but I had no choice.
"Next
week you will stand in the front," I continued. "You will not
talk. You will take class respectfully. You will ask questions of
me, not your peers. Understood?"
I shook
their hands and said good-bye. Two seemed on board. Two seemed skeptical.
What
pained me the most was that the two skeptics were the two African-American
girls in the class. Girls who see themselves as on the track to be
African-American ballet dancers - a quest I support fully. What a shame,
however, to have written me off for all the wrong reasons.
So any
teachers with any advice? Any dancers/artists with stories to share?
*All
students' names have been changed.